matacahaya!

Everyone are coming.
Everyone are multiplying.
Gathered. Make a crowds.
But where are you?

Berharap

Hari ini. Menumpahkan rasa cinta kepada biru yang jengah melirik pada sudut ruang. Memuja pada malu, bisu dan bibir merah basah yang tersenyum bergairah.

Aku berharap pada bulan yang menggantung jingga di antara awan kelabu. Sebentar lagi hujan. Mari bergegas. Tegas. Tidak. Tidak ingin bulan ini menangis lagi lalu butiran air mata berlian berjatuhan sia-sia.

Pada tanah basah. Pada mata basah. Pada hati kaku merana terbuai kesedihan. Aku berharap pada bulan. Suci

Bernafas

Ya Allah..biarkan aku bernafas.Please…

Berdoa

KepadaMu.
Ku memohon kepadaMu.
Malam ini di hari ketiga.
Biarkan Dia tetap ada.

Berkelana

Pikiran-pikiran liarku berkelana.
Meringkuk membentuk bola salju.
Berputar semakin besar.
Membentuk sebuah harapan.
Ini hari keempat.

Kematian

Lalu ia pergi.
Pagi ini. Dalam guncang gemetar.
Lalu Tangisan.
Mati.

Maybe it wasn’t me.
Maybe I should blame that second person I became
That personality we shared together.
I won’t know what to say sometimes.
But I say something anyway.

This isn’t me.
This is not you either.
I’ll be late, you’ll come early.
Today I did the best I could do.
Not because I wanted to. It’s because I had to.

I’ll be back.
I promise.
I love you

No One - Alicia Keys

I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don’t worry ‘cause
Every thing’s going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is every thing’s gonna be alright

No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don’t worry ‘cause
Every thing’s going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all I know is every thing’s going to be alright

No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel

I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try try to divide something so real
So till the end of time I’m telling you there ain’t no one

No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

I lovelovelove this song, and I have some picture that really match the song too..

Her :
I thought I am not those girls who choose to stay in pain anymore. I thought the whole phase of “I am depressed-no one understand me-I am so fucking alone” has passed me. But guessed I am wrong. Now after two solid years, after all ups and down, cries and laughs. I know that feeling still there. I still sad. I still am.

Me :
You know I am trying. I was trying so hard. I always back again on a split second after disappointment number fifty. Nevertheless my plastic smile melted on a burning fire. I felt it too, the burning sensation on my heart.

Her :
So was me. And yet again you are lucky. He loves you repeatedly. A habit too wonderful I thought of as something I could never receive. The winner in me came to the surface just to sensibility his love. I know my presence would make you feel that burning sensation. But, I am someone living in. My wound still bleeding and throbbing.

Me :
I know you’re there. I know we’re both trying. I know you’ll be more suffering for me. That’s made you part of me. The one that makes me want to follow you. That’s made you mine.

*photo taken from pinkumbrella14 without her permission